A LowB World

Sunday, December 12, 2004

mistakes...

sometimes this is all that is needed to be said...

sorry
im wrong
i will change



it sounds so weak and lame but it is only after a fight with your own ego, with pride and arrogance, that you can say that. it is only after a realisation of how bad the thing you did that you can say those things...

i was saying "some hk people only donate $100hkd to tv show to get their name on the tv" but that was really insensitive.. i didnt donate anything to helping the old people and had no right to make fun of them -.- and it was derogatory in that the donators could have had not much money and that the $100 was alot to them...

in hk, many people go through harsh lives.. people go through a lot of stress and pain just to earn a living. ER!#@RFAG#@@~!@E#@!!!

I dont know what to say but I am angry at myself.. I dont understand what others go through and only think about enjoying myself and having a good job and lifestyle and about my future... Even though I helped homeless people and even volunteered in nursing homes, I realised I didnt care or understand!!


It is not possible to not make mistakes... indeed, I want to rush and make more mistakes -each mistake is a lesson and a chance to level up... need to persevere!!