A LowB World

Thursday, March 31, 2005

nearly april...!!!

topic 1: using computer

this month i download/uploaded 60gb -.- too much, then internet slowed down to 28k/sec... it was so slow i cant search job information and send resume well... stupid!! and..... some file i downloaded are useless.. i just click it and waste time downloading it because i just delete it afterward -.-

haha, its just for bragging... you know my highest usage? its 120gb... but i learnt my lesson now, i just use it when i need to -.-

and i think it is easy to use time on pc, such as msn... but some friend only on msn! hi sky -.-, i will come back on msn after i find job, or else i get distracted -.-

Haha!!! So funny, and so true... for some la -.- Posted by Hello


topic 2: looking at others special friend...

If you really look into your heart -in a honest, truthful way...

you will find that boys and girls can easily have affairs... when you have bf/gf, there is always someone better, and you will look at that...

then, marriage and engagements and bf/gf relationships are in trouble! how can you feel secure, knowing that you yourself tend to, in secret or unintentionally look at attractive members of the opposite sex -even if you are in a relationship? your partner, via human nature, would be doing the same...

i guess this leads me to make my definition of 'true romantic love'; it is inflatuation but to a degree and of a type that leads to the cessation of this 'peeking' or seeking... such that you love someone so much that even if someone more physically beautiful than he/she is, then you arent attracted to it...

such that you can in your heart say "you look great' as a compliment but not desire or be attracted to that...

25Chai!!! (traitor!) Posted by Hello